the past and furture tense.

A short life.

Have no idea if I ever put this picture up, but this is the only one now; that significantly array my thoughts.

With a heart that never melts, it seems to be like the stick of ice cream above. Everyone of us are given a short life, sometimes we may take this chance for granted or certain things in life might not have happened as planned, which sometime in life we decided to stop trying and stay stagnant. But we forgot that there are alway alternatives.

Time seems to click so fast that I barely have anytime to catch a breath. It seems that I have just completed my Last paper yesterday. But it was already few months back. So much events have occurred within that few months and it kept me occopied till now. Class outing, genting trip, job interviews, Poly clique outings, then the uni interview falls in, then job training and finally I started working. Amazing? That’s life perhaps, everyone is foregoing about what they think is important and doing things will favour other situation that will eventually falls in after.

With a 5.5days work per week is already killing me, I wonder if I can pull through the 2years uni programme. Dead shit! I’m mentally and physically tired. It’s a problem when we stand too long and It’s also a problem when they place me at the counter and let me stare at the comp when there’s no people enquiring about anything! I can basically doze off over there sitting down and doing nothing. *perhaps, reading the pile of notes to kill time” While awaiting for those uncles and aunties that are not literate to flood the place, I’m enjoying my time ”slacking” over there. And I bet tmr will be busy alrd. So yea. The routine of me waking up at 6am in the morning is killing. But it actually brings me back and I remembered how it was like, during secondary school days when I used to wake up that early for school. Of course, when reality sets in, I realised it was 4years back then. I miss the bunch of my friends and also the days when I was playing in the band.

Without my brother in, no one will be out there “waiting” when I come home late. The front door of mine will be shut and locked tight; which means everyone is asleep by then. Not good~ :(

It seems that another chapter of mine life is going to start real soon! Be it a good or bad I’m going to try hard! :D wish me good luck! And do pardon me to whine a little! TY! :))

“If your fate is not with those whom you know you’ve liked and whom you know likes you, it probably was not meant to be.”  :)

good nite~ :D